Having trouble with laptop :(

My laptop that I've had since 2008 is finally starting to give me problems. It's HUGE and heavy  LOL  It's a dinosaur compared to the laptops nowadays  :)  I want a new one soooooo bad. Preferably an Apple Mac  :)  But right now I don't have the money for such a splurge  :(  I so hate being broke  :(  I'm ALMOST ready to take my broke butt back to work  (NOTICE THE KEY WORD: ALMOST) But anyway today wasn't quite my day  :/  I continued on my quest for some cute flats to wear to class. My professor made all of his students sign an affidavit that we would not wear flip flops to lecture or lab. Weather is getting warm, toes have a fresh pedicure, and I'm still wearing my Uggs  :/  All because of this class. I wear heels. The higher the better is my motto  :)  High heels just make you stand up straight, give your legs a nice, elongated look :) and make my butt look nice and round  hehe  (even though I already have a nice bum) And here it is I don't have any shoes for class. I refuse to wear heels to class. I wear sweats, jeans, and tights to class. Hair is in a bun at the top of my head or I rock a hat. So wearing heels would cause me to get dressed as if I was going to a club instead of to class. But I made some changes to lifestyle  :)  I am so happy about it too  :)  I decided to go natural with my hair  :)  Even though I don't put relaxers in my hair; I've decided to stop putting chemicals in my hair  :)  I'm on a search for sulfate-free shampoo and more conditioners for my hair. So far I have my hair in a high curly bun a the top of my head. My hair is so curly, wild, and big  :)  I like it. My curls are a bit hard with this product I just bought the other day. The product is called Shea Moisture Curling Souffle. It smells DIVINE, but the consistency of the product is icky. It feels like pudding and then it spreads easily in your hands. It's a great moisturizer, but it does make your hair a bit hard. I guess it's still Mixed Chicks for me. Well there is another product that i want to try  :)  Kinky Kurly something  LOL  I have to go back on youtube to find out the name :)  Anyway back to my schoolwork  TOODLES folks  :)

Changes :)

Hey everyone  :)  It's me  *waves hand*  Anyway today I am sitting home on my desktop pondering my life. I have decided to change somethings about me. I'm older now and just need to get things in my life in order ASAP!!!! For starters this access weight that I have on my body GOTS TO GO. I blogged about this issue yesterday. So I know you guys know this really irks me. Another thing is my spending habits. I have champagne taste and beer bottle pockets for the things I want  LOL  It's time to just stop buying JUNK. I mean seriously I collect plug ins, candles, fabric softner, house cleaning supplies, facial cleansers, and the things I collect the most is underwear. I am addicted to buying underwear. Truth be told I can go without washing clothes for at least 6 months  hahaha  Trifling right  :)  I am in Target every single day. This has to stop. My next issue is my hair  O-0  WHOA  My hair is almost down to my waist. I hate it! It's way too heavy for me. I would like to get it all chopped off  :) and just wear it wild and curly. My hair is already natural. I really don't do anything to it. I blowdry it, but it's in a ponytail. I don't put a lot of products in my hair because I am prone to breakouts on my forehead. I have naturally curly extremely thick hair. I want to be able to wash and go and rock a curly do  :) I need to take my lazy butt back to work, but even though I am broke  LOLO  :)   I really do love this time off. School, clean, and surf the web is what I have been doing for the last 6-7 weeks  :)   Now if I had some money  OH BOY  I might be in trouble  LOL  Anyway these were just a couple of thoughts that were going through my head  :)  Until til next time  CIAO  xoxoxox  ;)  

WTH 0_O Life is crazy BUT I LOVE IT!!!

I know I haven't talked about anything in a while, but LIFE is hectic and I'm trying to slow it downnnnn. BTW it isn't working. I have been on a medical from my job and I seriously thought I would get things under control. But of course LIFE threw a helluva curveball in my lane. I'm doing well in school  :)  5 classes, 2 kids, and a boyfriend is a lot to juggle. I'm not complaining  :)  I'm quite pleased to be honest EXCEPT for 1 small little thing. NJ Temporary Disability SUCKS RHINOCEROUS BALLS!!!! I have been without income for almost 8 weeks. Thank God for my wonderful boyfriend, 401k, and ING savings plans  WHEW  They are my life savers. My car is in the shop and I gained ALL of the weight back that I recently lost. I need to lose this weight again and this time keep it off. I need so much work done on my car that it is PATHETIC. The reason why I say this is because my car is only 3.5 years old. I need back brakes w/rotors, tires, windshield (don't ask), body work and a paint job. All of this work that I WANT done by the summertime is forcing me to take my butt back to work ASAP  :(     I really wanted to stay out at least until the first summer session is over and done with. But I don't think that will be feasible. But overall I LOVE THE DIRECTION THAT MY LIFE IS GOING!!!  I have 2 kids which drive me crazy, BUT they are good kids  :)  I have a wonderful boyfriend that I am SOOOOOOOOOOO in love with  :)  I will be graduating from Rutgers in 1.5 yrs with my Bachelor of Science in Public Health and YES I'm going straight through for my Masters in Public Health. I have a bet with my handsome boyfriend that I will have my Masters before him  :)   Wish me luck with that one  :)  I have an upcoming trip and the kids and I will be moving with him very shortly  :)   LIFE IS GRAND over here  :)  Now back to the weight issue  :(   I am upset that I gained all of my weight back  :(  It was hard losing it  DAMMIT!!!!  I would like to lose at least 10lbs by the time I have to return back to work. In fact I would LOVE to be 145lbs by the summertime  :)  And I have for the LONGEST time wanted to wear my hair WILD  and CURLY  :)  I just showed pictures and plenty of youtube videos to my 6'4" 1/2 LOML  :)  and I finally convinced him that he would LOVE my hair wild and curly  :)   PLUS  my hair wouldn't be everywhere and I would stop using his brush  hahahaha  Anyway I'm rambling on and on  :)  I have an Interpersonal Communication assignment that is due later on tonight which I have not started yet  :)  So I gotta go  :)  SMOOCHES  :*

My First Blog :)

Okay so it here goes! Hi everyone :) This is my very time typing a blog. It's 2am and I'm bored as HELL!!! My boyfriend is doing work and I'm in bed listening to Spotify. BORED BORED BORED BORED  Okay enough with that! Anyway my life is hectic as hell, but I love every minute of it and I wouldn't trade it for anything in the world. My family is crazy (gotta luv em), my friends are crazy (luv em too), and I'm sorta crazy (not in a bad way though) LOL Well somethings about me I'm funny, extremely TALKATIVE, very intelligent, hard-worker, and my mind goes from one thing to another LOL so does my conversations (most people can't keep up). I tend to get bored very easily :( I know not good! But I'm working on it :)  I have an addiction to SHOPPING! Yes I'm a SHOPAHOLIC! I buy mostly underwear ;), shoes, and handbags :) I'm also addicted to going into Target and buying cleaning supplies o_0  weird I know :) But to know me is to love me :)  haha I'm a full-time college student (5 classes I'm such a scholar), work full-time as a casino dealer exciting right (NOT). I cannot wait to leave there :/ My major is Public Health. Well the future hubby is getting out the shower and I think it's time for US to go to bed. I promise I will be much more interesting tomorrow :)  CIAO